What is Love??

Last night was another bad night. I haven't got a chance to get on here and talk about what’s been going on lately. I have been on the edge about everything I do. He says he loves me. I don’t know if what we are living is love. If u love someone are you suppose to bring them down? Are you suppose to hit the person you love? I don’t think you are but I don’t have someone to tell me what’s love actually means. So I writing on here to get help and show that if you’re going through something like this you are not alone. I know there is help out there; I just don’t know where to look. He puts so much fear into me. I don’t think I will be able to leave him. But I don’t think I can take this too much longer.