This is the last straw

I don’t know where to start. I haven’t been on here to actually talk in a few days. I uploaded the videos at the hospital. Yes I said the hospital, on the 22 we got into a huge fight. And he beat me up so bad that I woke up in the hospital. If it wasn’t for my best friend, I think I would be dead right now.  I think this is the last straw. I can’t keep living like this. His attitude is getting worst and the abuse is getting out of hand.  I think he’s mad that my friends were over the other day. I don’t know because he won’t tell me anything. I hate living on my toes. I don’t want to feel like I have to look over my shoulder every step I take. I need to find a way out. I found a women’s shelter. It’s called YWCA.  It’s a place for women like me and others to go. I don’t know how I’m going to get away but I have too. No one in my family is willing to help me so I guess I’m on my own. But I will make it because I been praying and asking God for a sign to help me. I’m going to make a plan and escape soon. I think in 2 days will be the perfect day.  I will keep you all updated. Because I know there are some women out there that need an escape plan. So I’m making one for all of us.